Archive for June, 2009

I’m used to living a very active lifestyle and am generally used to getting alot of excersice. I’m not used to being injured and sitting around all day long. My ankle is healing, slowly but surely, and I am very much ready to go and hike up a mountain or do some labor intensive garden project. Living in the country when you can’t walk very far sucks. Not much to do but masturbate, fuck, read, cook and play piano. Today I’m going to play Chopin’s Ballade in C# until my hands burn and then try and water my vegetable garden.

I think the most annoying thing about having a busted ankle right now, is that I’m about to get surgery to have my adams apple removed (finally) and then it will be another couple weeks to a month of avoiding strenuous activity.

I came across this article on Luke is Back by AVN TS performer of the year Wendy Williams, discussing HIV and TS in the adult industry, and thought it would be cool to share.

I’m back on the west coast and taking it easy after an amazingly debaucherous week in Tennessee. Every year I meet up with some of my closest friends from around the country in Tennessee for a week of visiting, kinky fun, and music making. Since I sprained my ankle right before I arrived I was really worried that my time would be a total drag. I won’t lie, it was very difficult having an injury and having to sleep in a tent and use an outhouse for a week, but I had a great time in spite of it all. There were some amazing playparties throughout the time I was there, on a swingset converted into a BDSM playground.

I had a lovely time getting tied up, with my injured ankle suspended and my hands above my head, then getting a fantastic whipping with a single tail. Nick Cave’s album the boatmans call was played on a little rockbox and after a little while a crowd gathered to watch. Something about being outdoors, fireflies and humidity, thunder and lightning off and the distance, and the sorrowful sounds of Nick Cave really made the experience one to remember. And then there was the beating. I know a lot of people aren’t necessarily comfortable with BDSM or don’t get it, which is cool, but goddamn I enjoyed the hell out of myself. It has been 3 years since I’ve been able to get marked in any way because of my need to have a blemish free body for work, but I just decided to let go and enjoy myself. After being brutalized I was cared for tenderly, and then the most amazing thing happened, a fantastic band showed up and started playing music off to the side of the play party. I have a real fetish for live music and kinky sex, I used to convince a shy friend of mine to play the fiddle while I would fist my girlfriend, he would pretend to be uncomfortable but he always agreed to do it. Having the pleasure of an entire band playing great music while people were fucking all around was a dream come true, and I didn’t even have to orchestrate it. Now if only I had caught the whole thing on tape….sigh.

Now I’m home and planning my next big adventure, and preparing for a possible surgery on the 8th of July (fingers crossed). Fortunately a sprained ankle won’t keep me out of comission for too long.

Tomorrow June 20th will be a big day for fans of BDSM and TS as TS pornstar Sexxy Jade will be appearing live on’s website As far as I’m aware this shoot will mark the first time a TS has appeared on one of Kink’s sites other than

I for one think this is awesome and about fucking time. As a TS performer who happens to enjoy BDSM quite a bit I’ve long wished I could play on many of the sites that my friends find themselves performing on. After all, I love kinky sex (including playing with different roles and people of varying gender expressions) and I think TS working with women is visually super sexy.

Hopefully Jade’s appearance on Device Bondage is a harbinger of good things to come, maybe a TS on public Disgrace, Or Sex and Submission. I’m keeping my fingers crossed,

In the meantime I hope everyone checks it out and lets Kink know how great it is that they are using TS models on their sites.
The show is Saturday, June 20th at 1PM and also stars the incredibly talented Lorelie Lee and Jade Indica.

Well my road trip to Tennessee is off to an auspicious start. I was running down a flight of stairs to stop my cab from leaving and the next thing I knew my suitcase was flying through the air and my ankle made a scary pop, and the next thing I knew I was on my belly with pain shooting through my ankle. The cab driver was laughing until he realized I was actually injured, at which point a neighbor came over to help. My friend heard me yell when I fell and quickly sent the cab away and brought me inside to ice my ankle. Fortunately I didn’t end hpcin the ER, but my week of hiking and camping is going to be very different than I envisioned. Sigh, it was such an absurd slapstick spectacle

Me as "dildroid"

Me as "dildroid"

I’m in Brooklyn tonight, enjoying a well earned respite after what has perhaps been the most demanding (and one of the most rewarding) shoots of my career. I’ve been holed up for the past week working on Tara Emory’s sci-fi epic Uranus Needs Shemales (Emorex Productions). In Uranus needs Shemales I play a robot companion to a Shemale space commander. It was definitely the first time in my porn career that I’ve ever had to learn a script and seriously try to act a part, generally I just rely on my wit to improv whatever dialogue is needed for a scene to work,  if any at all.

Working with Tara was fantastic, the sets were incredible, the costumes were brutally constructed and visually stunning, and the sex scenes were really nasty (lets just say Shemales in Space do really dirty things to each other…) Every night I was bolted into my robot body, never in my life would I have imagined a corset with nuts and bolts, and everynight was a test of endurance to see how long I could stay n the outfit.  It was challenging to say the least. I just kept telling myself that it is ok to suffer for art, or peoples boners.

The scope of the project is really ambitious, and Tara is brilliant, I’m really looking forward to the day that this movie is completed.

Tonight I’m in Brooklyn, tomorrow I head south to spend a week in Tennessee with some of my closest friends, making music and having a much needed break from work.

Here are some sneak peek photos of my shoot for Uranus Needs Shemales, I’m looking forward to working with Tara again perhaps for my website sometime very soon.

Shemales in Space

Hi there, thanks for checking out my new website. From now on I will be using this blog to share a little bit about my day to day life, as well as projects that I’m working on and maybe some sneak peeks at upcoming material.

I’m very excited to be launching my new official solo site After 2 and a half years struggling to make my previous site ( work (long story short I just couldn’t go much further with the business arrangement I had) I decided to stop updating and try and build something completely different with a more web savy and professional company. I never got into porn to show off my skills as a web designer, or video editor for that matter, and I felt like I could really improve the quality of my material if I worked with a good team. I want to focus my time and energy on making movies and interacting with my fans, not staring at code.  So I decided to work with the lovely people at SMC revenue (, private,, etc….) since I had already been working with them quite a bit on different content swaps and had always been impressed by the tight ship they ran.

So here I am. New blog, new website, sleeker look, better content. I hope everyone enjoys all the hard work that has been put into this.

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