I’m in an overpriced hotel in San Diego, listening to music thats been absent my life for far too long, awake when I probably should be asleep. I haven’t written anything in my blog in so long and I feel like I owe it to people to check in.
I’ve been on the west coast for the last month or so; Seattle, Portland, San Francisco, Los Angeles, San Diego, spent a bit a time in each and every one. Doing what I do. Traveling, visiting people, making porn, being weird.
I guess mostly I’ve been in California, only my stubborn Taurus nature keeps me from claiming residence. There was the tranny awards, I wore a disco unitard because I was trying to impress a girl I had a crush on and she liked it better than the black dress I was going to wear. There are lots of pictures on the internet it seems from that night, because I won a couple awards they are easy to find. So I won 2 awards at the 4th annual Tranny Awards “Best non typical model” and for the second year in a row “Best Solo-website”. I didn’t really prepare an acceptance speech, mostly because I’m superstitious and to prepare a speech in my mind is akin to kissing any sort of win out the window. So I kinda stumbled on stage like a deer in the headlights, albeit a really tall and sexy one, and made some sort of attempt to be funny or cute or snarky I don’t know. I was kind of preoccupied with the girl I had brought as my date, which in hindsight was probably unfair to everyone -fans, friends, co-workers, date- but I dunno I just want what I want when I want it and I can be stubborn. Anyways, the awards were a lot of fun, it was nice to be surrounded by friends, co-workers, peers, fans – all under one roof. Winning felt nice because I work really hard & most of the time just feel like there’s not enough of a payoff to put so much of myself into making porn. But when people tell me how much they like my work and encourage me it reminds me that porn can make a lot of people happy, so not to get so down on it.
The next day I made my first appearance on Playboy radio, which I guess probably was heard by more people than read this blog, but more importantly introduced me to 2 very cool women, Debbi Diamond & Niki Hunter. I was only there for like 10 minutes and I was getting caned by Niki. I know I’m a perv, but I am totally secretly fantasizing about playing with her, I want her to beat me. Anyways…. Debbi Diamond kinda seems to have a really similar approach to kink as I do and that was a trip ( a good trip). I rarely meet other pain sluts that perv on things in a way that I feel applies to me so that was pretty rad. I got so horny I forgot to be nervous or even self conscious and I was kinda bummed when it was time for me to leave hot smart lady radio town.
After the awards were over and my date left town I kinda bounced around LA visiting friends and eventually was blessed by life with a lovely suite downtown, a kingsize bed, & the company of 2 of my favorite co-stars Sparky and Proxy, and we all kinda ran around for a little bit together. That was really lovely because those 2 make me really happy and horny, and I ended up shooting a couple movies that turned out nicely. I didn’t end up shooting with Sparky though, I shot with a girl named Sasha Sweet and also with Proxy.
I had been wanting to shoot a scene with Sasha for some time, she was, like Proxy, a girl that was originally recommended to me by Jay Sin. He thought I would really like her, and he kinda has my interests pegged. Speaking of Jay Sin… TS Playground is now out! I’m in 3 scenes in this movie, other than my own website I’ve never cared so much about a project I’ve worked on and I’m really fucking honored to be a part of it.
Shooting with Jay was utterly sublime, I’ve never really been so much on the same page as someone as I was with him and it really shows. So that’s that.
Ok so I made a movie with Sasha about random hookups, hangover sex, & its really lovely. It was shot by Nate Liquor and was a total change of pace from my sexploit films of the recent past. It’s probably gonna be up on my site sometime in the next 24 hours.
The next day I had a content trade booked that fell through, so I booked Proxy for a night time buttfuck movie and it was totally wild and raunchy. I’m such a lucky lucky dog. Visually I think many of you are really gonna dig both of these movies because they are just really aesthetically pleasing. There’s definitely some really raunchy moments, but the focus this time was more on enjoyable sex in a beautiful place.
After I finished those movies I kinda went road trip wild & drove up and down California for no particular reason. I guess after a couple weeks I was really missing Hollie Stevens so I drove up to SF and spent a night at her place, went out to breakfast in the morning and drove right back to LA.
So….that’s a for real blog entry. If you’ve read this far you really are dedicated or at least easily entertained. Sorry I am not putting any dirty photos up or anything, but my website has some really cool updates on the way.
Lots of love, encouragement and gratitutde.